My love for you is the same today as it was the moment you chose me to be your Mum and from the moment I laid eyes on you I knew you were going to be one of the loves of my life along with ‘B’.
The day’s are getting harder and harder and 27 months without you here with Brooke and I is another reminder of how empty our lives are without you and how very hard it is to keep going forward.
You are so beautiful and so very special and all of the signs you send me everyday I ‘see’ and I hear you say “That’s me Mum”, I know that you are missing us too and I know you wished you could tell us how happy you are.
Your beautiful Niece looks so much like you especially when she smiles and I talk to her about you most days; but you know that don’t you, because you see everything? ?. When I hold her and she looks at your photo my heart aches as I picture her in your big strong arms and I hear you say “hello little one” ?.
Emotions have been running high with so many ups and downs but I know ‘you’ve got me’ Josh and I am blessed.