Hello everyone I hope you are all well. With only a few days left before our 5k fun run in memory of Josh and a celebration of Josh’s 23rd birthday, I hope you have managed to get some practice in, ???♀️??. The day is also about raising awareness to knife crime and the prevention of knife…
Today is my beautiful Son Joshua Sean’s birthday. Josh would have been 23 today, and he would have been so looking forward to celebrating with family and friends. This will be the second birthday that we have celebrated without Josh and it is getting harder and harder. My feelings are so raw that I have…
Hello everyone I hope you are well. I have been without my beautiful Josh for 15 months today and although I move forward his absence and such emptiness comes with me. Life is so very quite without my beautiful Son but I listen to his voice and laughter in my mind and this makes me…
Hello everyone I hope you are all well and looking forward to Christmas?. Another month has passed, 14 months since that fateful call telling me that my beautiful Son and Brookes brother Josh was dead as a consequence of being stabbed in the neck in an unprovoked knife attack. The pain and shock comes in…
Thirteen months and still no justice for Josh. I ask myself how can this be possible that SOB the man the police would like to speak to in connection with my Son’s murder is still at large. It takes just one call or just one sighting to help put an end to the suffering we…
The pain that I feel everyday can never be expressed with words alone but I will try. My heart aches with a pain that never eases and my emotions are always up and down. Some days the pain is numbing and other days it is so sharp, but whatever type of pain it is it…
Our first Memorial Football Tournament and Family Fun Day was a huge success, with over 60 of Josh’s family members, friends, and work colleagues taking part the competitive atmosphere was fully charged. With hundreds of spectators cheering on their teams the energy was electric. The cup was won by Aston Rowe but it was a…
You were so full of life, always smiling, always laughing and always there for Brooke Louise Lyla Hanson and I as well as your family and friends. I miss you so much Joshua Sean and everyday I am brought to my knees aching to have you back here with us yet I smile to hide my pain. I…
My beautiful boy I carried you and loved you for 9 months the same length of time that I have not seen or touched your beautiful face or heard your beautiful laugh. From the first breath that you took our bond was unbreakable and nothing has changed, you see my heart from the inside and…
Good morning everyone I hope you are all well. Every second of the day my heart breaks and every month on the 11th breaks my heart even more, all of the what if’s hit harder because I know in the early hours of the morning 8 months ago today my beautiful boy was murdered in…