The three of us together

Good morning everyone I hope you are all well. Every second of the day my heart breaks and every month on the 11th breaks my heart even more, all of the what if’s hit harder because I know in the early hours of the morning 8 months ago today my beautiful boy was murdered in…

5 Months On

Hello everyone I hope you are all well. I would like to express my deepest thanks and gratitude to all of you who follow this page for Josh. It is nearly 5 months on and we are yet to get the justice that Josh our terribly missed Son and Brother so rightly deserves. We want…

Josh’s Birthday Sky Dive

We had a sky diving event in memory Josh’s 22nd birthday on the 27th February 2016. This is something he did for charity in 2012 and I thought it would be a great opportunity to get even closer to him in the sky and honour his memory. This was also a great opportunity to raise…

“Stay strong Mum”

Hello everyone I hope you are all well. This morning I have again opened my eyes with the feeling of pain and the ache of loss. This has been the same as every other morning since the day I was informed that my beautiful Son Joshua Sean was no longer alive.In the past three months every second,…

March Against Knife Crime

The following day after Josh’s final farewell Josh’s family and friends took to the streets of London to raise awareness of knife crime. We also supported a petition that was handed in to No 10 Downing Street and Scotland Yard asking for the current laws to be changed. The March was a day of solidarity…

Josh’s Final Farewell

Good morning everyone. Sitting on Joshua Sean’s bed looking at his photos of friends and family on his wall and writing the following does not make any sense to me at all as I keep thinking this is all a terrible nightmare that I will wake up from. Josh’s final farewell celebration of his life…

I saw Josh today

I had to officially identify Josh’s body at the mortuary yesterday and my heart that was already broken is now shattered to pieces. The injury that Josh received is barbaric and to see my beautiful Son laying there maimed has shocked me to my core. As a Mother I will do all I can to…