The pain that I feel everyday can never be expressed with words alone but I will try. My heart aches with a pain that never eases and my emotions are always up and down. Some days the pain is numbing and other days it is so sharp, but whatever type of pain it is it…
Our first Memorial Football Tournament and Family Fun Day was a huge success, with over 60 of Josh’s family members, friends, and work colleagues taking part the competitive atmosphere was fully charged. With hundreds of spectators cheering on their teams the energy was electric. The cup was won by Aston Rowe but it was a…
You were so full of life, always smiling, always laughing and always there for Brooke Louise Lyla Hanson and I as well as your family and friends. I miss you so much Joshua Sean and everyday I am brought to my knees aching to have you back here with us yet I smile to hide my pain. I…
My beautiful boy I carried you and loved you for 9 months the same length of time that I have not seen or touched your beautiful face or heard your beautiful laugh. From the first breath that you took our bond was unbreakable and nothing has changed, you see my heart from the inside and…
Good morning everyone I hope you are all well. Every second of the day my heart breaks and every month on the 11th breaks my heart even more, all of the what if’s hit harder because I know in the early hours of the morning 8 months ago today my beautiful boy was murdered in…
Hello everyone I hope you are all well. I would like to express my deepest thanks and gratitude to all of you who follow this page for Josh. It is nearly 5 months on and we are yet to get the justice that Josh our terribly missed Son and Brother so rightly deserves. We want…
We had a sky diving event in memory Josh’s 22nd birthday on the 27th February 2016. This is something he did for charity in 2012 and I thought it would be a great opportunity to get even closer to him in the sky and honour his memory. This was also a great opportunity to raise…
Hello everyone I hope you are all well. This morning I have again opened my eyes with the feeling of pain and the ache of loss. This has been the same as every other morning since the day I was informed that my beautiful Son Joshua Sean was no longer alive.In the past three months every second,…
The following day after Josh’s final farewell Josh’s family and friends took to the streets of London to raise awareness of knife crime. We also supported a petition that was handed in to No 10 Downing Street and Scotland Yard asking for the current laws to be changed. The March was a day of solidarity…
Good morning everyone. Sitting on Joshua Sean’s bed looking at his photos of friends and family on his wall and writing the following does not make any sense to me at all as I keep thinking this is all a terrible nightmare that I will wake up from. Josh’s final farewell celebration of his life…