Hello everyone, I hope you are well. This is the first post I saw this morning that came up on my timeline and I thought it fitting that I share it as my post to mark Josh’s 22nd month of not being here with us on earth. This past month has been one of the…
Hello everyone I hope you are well. This past month has not only been heartbreaking as is everyday, but it has also been a learning curve for me. Every single breath I take without Josh; 21 months today, is a heartache and when I say heartache I mean my heart actually aches. Only a parent…
Hello everyone I hope you are well. ❤️?? Since the murder of my beautiful Son Josh, with each month that passes it is as heartbreaking as the month before, and to be honest it is only getting more unbearable. From the very moment that I was told Josh was dead; and those words are as fresh…
Hello everyone, I hope you are well. This past month has been another challenge for Brooke, myself, family and friends. Another month without justice for Josh another month with no answers and another month that I have lived when my beautiful Son has not. It is heartbreaking living a new moment or a new experience…
Hello everyone I hope you are all well. With only a few days left before our 5k fun run in memory of Josh and a celebration of Josh’s 23rd birthday, I hope you have managed to get some practice in, ???♀️??. The day is also about raising awareness to knife crime and the prevention of knife…
Today is my beautiful Son Joshua Sean’s birthday. Josh would have been 23 today, and he would have been so looking forward to celebrating with family and friends. This will be the second birthday that we have celebrated without Josh and it is getting harder and harder. My feelings are so raw that I have…
Hello everyone I hope you are well. I have been without my beautiful Josh for 15 months today and although I move forward his absence and such emptiness comes with me. Life is so very quite without my beautiful Son but I listen to his voice and laughter in my mind and this makes me…
Hello everyone I hope you are all well and looking forward to Christmas?. Another month has passed, 14 months since that fateful call telling me that my beautiful Son and Brookes brother Josh was dead as a consequence of being stabbed in the neck in an unprovoked knife attack. The pain and shock comes in…
Thirteen months and still no justice for Josh. I ask myself how can this be possible that SOB the man the police would like to speak to in connection with my Son’s murder is still at large. It takes just one call or just one sighting to help put an end to the suffering we…
The pain that I feel everyday can never be expressed with words alone but I will try. My heart aches with a pain that never eases and my emotions are always up and down. Some days the pain is numbing and other days it is so sharp, but whatever type of pain it is it…